March, 2008

A Rainy Day,Today

March 9th, 2008 March 9th, 2008
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Looking out of my glass made window,
I admired the rain as it splattered towards the ground .
We should be thankful to God ,
For,we get enough rain and sunshine,
Yet some are still complaining ,
Either too hot or too cold .

Here we are complaining ,
As though being ungrateful for what God has granted for us.
In some rural parts of the world,
Children dying of hunger,while some die of thirst .
No one,not even me,understands the pain they are going through .
This opened my eyes,that "world peace" doesn’t exists .

Bored…

March 9th, 2008 March 9th, 2008
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I can’t seem to get any sleep at this moment,though my eyes are really damn tired.So,I decided to blog for a bit.Currently listening to a  sad classic piano instrumental song from korea at youtube.I guess,I’m feeling very down right now.Sometimes,somethings may just happen unexpectedly,without us realising it.Oh hell,what crap am I blabbering on?!

As you know,I have quit playing piano in 2006 and violin in 2008,cos I thought I won’t be able to cope with my studies.So,I decided to focus more on my studies.Then,while browsing through some classic pieces over at youtube,I wished I hadn’t quit my music lessons.I was rushing.I envied those who played piano n violin on youtube videos.I truly regretted it.

While listening to the classic pieces, it actually reminds me of my piano n violin lessons in the past,and guess what?I cried.I was once a young pianist,a future violinist.Now my music dreams,are shattered.Due to my decisions to quit playing music,I can’t feel it anymore,and,I miss that music feeling deeply.Now,I could only watch people playing piano or violin,with great envy,everytime,I   would say "oh  how lucky that musician is"

I miss classic music very deeply.No one understands this feeling,so great,it could bring me to tears.You may call me silly,but its because of my affection towards classic music,can make me go mad.
I am sooooo silly.
However,my love and passion towards classic shall never end..
Not even till the day I die….

I’m A Leader Now I Guess ?

March 9th, 2008 March 9th, 2008
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Last month,5 of my mates including me,were told to attend a student counsellor interview,and gosh,the interviewers were horrid as in they gave damn harsh more than 15questions,which lasted for almost an hour?

Well,my group[5 of us], was 2nd to go,and i was seated on the first chair,and that means,I have to ans all questions first s,which was a good thing I thought,and at last,the results were out,& hell yeah,I was selected to be a student counsellor on probation.Wow,I thought at first,good news for me…

Then,slowly I realised there were a few lazy sluts,pathetic souls,horrendous people,dirty boys,started teasing us the new counsellors.They will like,"cheyh,counsellor nia".It really irritates me,not to mention who.Man,those people badly needs to get a life or a brainwash or something.These bunch of silly youngsters seriously needs help from social bodies.Rotten as an apple.They are making a disgrace to themselves.I wonder what the future holds for these kind f horrendous people…

Anyway,Briano[1 of the counsellors] and  I approached my form teacher regarding this and mr.chang told us this.

"Why should you care about what others say about you?So long as you know what you do is right,then there should not be a problem,and as a future to be leader,you will be leading the others,and you have to be strong.Don’t let a small setback to pull you down.Come on you two,you have come this far & you have passed the interview and you were selected by not one but five other teachers to put you both in the counsellor comitee.Don’t tell me you guys wana back out?As a leader you are bound to face all this teasings.Learn to overcome them slowly ook?You will get used to it."

Well,after giving it a thought,what Mr.Chang said was right.Thx teacher..I will do my best to serve the school,and be a good role model for the others,….

First Term Exam Results [=

March 7th, 2008 March 7th, 2008
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Hello,im back to blog about my results .
Turned out to be slightly bad .

English -19/30 [B4] 63%   *one more mark to 1st highest,20!
Maths  -27/40 [B3] 67%    *one more mark to A2!
Science -32/50  [B4] 64%  *four  more marks to A2!
Malay  -30/50 [B4] 60%     *haha,bad enough
Chinese -19/25 [A1] 76%    *not highest yet though
Geography -24/30 [A1] 80%  *highest in class,woots!
History -10/20 [C6]  50%     *thought I would fail
Art&Design -18/50 [F9] 36%   *Expected to fail
Design&Technology -7/30 [F9]  *Expected to fail,determined to pass next time


Well,I think,I can do better,and im gona  work harder !

Back To Blog

March 1st, 2008 March 1st, 2008
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Hello there ! Im finally back to blog,and the first semester exams had just ended . Well seriously,I am gonna fail DnT,History,Art and probably my own mother tounge !! Haha .
Why will I fail my DnT ?
Because the whole class didn’t pay attention,and I was easily distracted !!
Haha ,then on the day of DnT exam,my dad drove me to school with his car.
Then he asked if I did any revision for DnT.
I said no,truthfully,and received an earful from him until I reached school .

Well what he said does make sense anyways .
I mean,although the teacher’s teaching skills ain’t good,we should have at least just paid a full attention,so we won’t need much revision.

Ah well it is already too late !
So next term’s exams,im determined to pass DnT .
I mean,I can’t expect the teacher to spoonfeed me all the time right ??

Next,why will I fail my history.
Well the teacher did not really teach .
And again,my dad told me,we can’t expect people to spoonfeed me all the time .

So even if she doesn’t teaches properly,she still gets her monthly salary.
But what about us students ?
If we fail,we will be at our wits ends right ?
So even if she doesn’t teaches,we ought to do self revision .
Sigh !!
I was stupid as not to revise history at all .
And hey,I get A1 for history last year ok !!
Because the teacher was fun and good !!
Sigh,next time,I will not let history repeat itself again !!

Next,why will I fail art ?
Because I think,God didn’t grant me any artistic talents at all .
Or maybe He did,but I have yet to realise it .[haha,as if i have art talents]
Well,my art teacher told us to did art research on 3A4 papers and do a detailed sketch of a cup and a chilli in monotones .

But i printed 3pages pictures of cups and chilli .
And my art teacher kinda,reprimanded us .
Because,some of us only gave 2 or 1 research paper .

And research itself is upon 10 or 16 i think .
And she told us,most of us wont even get more than 8 .
In my heart I was like fine …
And anyway,in Sec3 next year,as if I would take art !!
I prefer music though ….

Haha no offence to art lovers …
I do appreciate art … but I hate doing it !!

Now,why will i fail my own mother tounge ?
Because even at home,I tend to speak english most of the times .
And mix abit of malay .
And in school,I will speak english again .

And malay subject is very hard to master for me .
Though I use to get high marks in pri sch .
But now,Im not so sure about it anymore now in sec sch .
So hard and difficult .

My mum says,read more malay books !!
And i want to read singapore’s own local malay books .
But most are stupid lovey dopey romantic malay books .
And those real good malay books are from malaysia .

But when will Singapore malay’s ever produced their own good books ??!!!
Hahaha !!! …
I hate malay subject now !!
Seriously english is muchmuch easier .
But im still a malay,and i musn’t forget my tradition though im an avid english speaker …
Huahuahuaa …

KK …
I will post my results sooon …
Tata !!